This feeling sucks.
This feeling sucks.
This feeling sucks.

make me happy again, sunshine :/

trust - not feeling happy.

today was supposed to be a happy day. but I spoilt it with my curiosity and insecurity. it's more like I don't trust myself, rather than you. ok, I'm weird.

but just wanna let you know, when I trust, I trust completely. so much so that I'm fearing that I'll get hurt in the process.

I LOVE MY BOYFRIEND SOOOOOOOOO MUCH ^^

LONGEST NIGHT ever

yesterday was the longest night ever.
Didn't sleep a wink..
And now I have puffy eyes like goldfishes totally.
and I still have a whole day of chores to do before going over to the hospital.
I am tired, really.
sometimes, I just wished I could dun care about anything at all.
sighh :(

thankyou to the girls. and WE are 2.5 years old!

Finally met up with the girls yesterday.
A big thankyou to you girls.
For everything :))
Wished we had all the time in the world,
to just sit there and chat the night away :)

and! and! today's a special day.
me and boyfriend is two and a half years old already!
whee.. :))

THIS always brightens up my day! :))

THIS ALWAYS BRIGHTENS UP MY DAY :)) (I only took 2 pages of it)

this is a birthday gift from the sweetest person ever :))
and he's none other than my most beloved boyfriend, JEREMY LIM CHUAN GHAI^^
JERR! you're BEARY special too! ^^

whenever I'm feeling down or not as happy,
I'll take this book out to read thru slowly.
and each time, it never fails to bring me to tears.
:))
and at the same time, it makes me feel loved.
and every time, I finish reading, I'll feel happy again :))
I love you, Jer :))

it's a boring tuesday.....

it's a BORRRRRRRing tuesday.
I am feeling SO bored.
really bored.
I can't wait to get back to my hectic life man.
I CANT STAND NOT DOING ANYTHING!! :((

GREAT DAY!

it's been a GREAT weekend with JER! ^^
Was supposed to have dvd movies marathon de.
but the shop wasn't open that early.
So we dropped the idea.
So we slacked around watching teevee programmes.
Until it was time for us to go to his cousin's "Meet the Parents Day" to collect his results.

We were chatting about whatever that we missed in secondary days.
I miss days in BPGHS man.
Collected results.. then after some time,
it was dinner with Jer and his family.
YUMYUM! ^^
then Jer sent me home :))
my boyfriend helped me tune my long-lost guitar!! :)
PSST!!
BOYFRIEND! you look so HANDSOME playing the guitar OH! ^^

happy day!

today IS a happy day!
'Cause I get to go dating with my BOYFRIEND!!
haha. Watched "The Incredible Hulk" with JER.
It's been reallllllllly LONG since we last been in a cinema together lers.
I really enjoyed myself today.
THANKYOU BOYFRIEND :))
I love you!! ^^

DID YOU SMILE TODAY?

:))

somebody just irritated the shit out of me >.<

:))

THANKYOU JEREMY LIM CHUAN GHAI!
for your love and encouragements :))
I really appreciate it :))
thank you for standing by me always.
and always lending me a listening ear and giving the best advice and encouragements :)
I love you!

weary.

one word.
tired :S
I really need some time off everything.
Some time all to myself.
:/

Men are like..

today, I checked my emails.
and saw this one from Samuel.
It's one about SAD facts about Men.
Guys, Don't take offence.
It's just something for laughs.
Here goes...

1. Men are like Laxatives; they irritate the crap out of you.
2. Men are like Bananas; the older they get, the less firm they become.
3. Men are like Weather; nothing can be done to change them.
4. Men are like Blenders; you need one but you're not quite sure why.
5. Men are like Chocolate bars; Sweet, Smooth and they usually head for your hips.
6. Men are like Commercials; you can't believe a word they say.
7. Men are like Departmental stores; their clothes are usually 1/2 off.
8. Men are like Government bonds; they take so looooong to mature.
9. Men are like Mascara; they run at the first sight of emotions.
10. Men are like Popcorn; they satisfy you, but only for a short while.
11. Men are like Snowstorms; you never know when they're coming, how many inches you'll get, how long it will last.
12. Men are like Lava Lamps; Fun to look at, but not very bright.
13. Men are like Parking Spots; all the good ones have been taken, and the rest are handicapped.

It's really just for laughs :))
seriously no offence to the MEN.

Convo between two slackers

Here's a recent conversation between two slackers.

Ron: hey. what've you been doing? Working?
Me: Nah.. I've been a full-time house-keeper.
Ron: that sounds like a profession man!
Me: o.o what about you? Found a job?
Ron: Nope. I am a house-guardian of my own house!
Me: haha. we're both professionals, can you believe it?

Rather lame convo. But it made me laugh :))

I MISS JEREMY LIM CHUAN GHAI!!
:(((

two more days.

it's two more days.
I pray that all will be fine :)

staying home all day, every single day, has started to get to me already.
I need a getaway holiday away from things, away from people.
I need just a holiday to clear my head and to refresh myself before the next term starts.
Not feeling emotional in any sense,
just want to go away for a change :)

yet another monday

yet another monday.
I struggled to get myself out of bed just now.
Feeling so tired and reluctant to even move an inch.

yesterday went for service @ Jer's church.
it was great :))
Me learnt awot of things yesterday :)
*beams*
I want to attend Jesus Heals!! :))

I pray that everything goes well this friday :)
I want everything to be okay.
I want everything to be back to normal.

HAPPY!!

okay. I had two things to be happy about.

Just now, I was very touched by two very good friends.
Who gave me a very sweet surprise :)
haha. they two very poor thing,
I think they waited for me like about an hour.
'Cause my cake melted.
:S
A big thankyou to ESTHER and MINGHONG! ^^
thanks for making the effort to celebrate my birthday and to cheer me up :))
it meant alot and I really enjoyed myself just now :))
THANK YOU!! :)

AND!! now for another best part about today!
I PASSED ALL MY SUBJS!
I did well for all my subjs except ONE.
and I actually did well for OB!!
that dreaded subject, haha.
oh wells! I am really glad that I did well :))
*happy!*

I thank God for these two happy things :)
I thank God for Esther and Minghong, who are really great friends to me.
and I thank God for a great boyfriend, JEREMY LIM CHUAN GHAI, who never stopped believing in me and providing me with his fullest support.
Despite everything that is happening,
I am still feeling more than blessed.
:)

change of blogskin

yay! new blogskin :))

Hmm. I am doing fine, people :))
Don't have to worry about me :))
I'll stay strong,
and what I need isn't sympathy,
just support will do :))

a big thankyou to Minghong and Esther :))
thanks for calling up and chatting with me.
I haven't had a good laugh just now for the past few days.
But that doesn't mean that I have been dwelling in sadness or what.
The past few days have been too hectic for me to be laughing away, that's all.
Not to worry! :))

trying to take it easy.. :/

my emotions went on a roller-coaster ride yesterday.
and it ended low.
There's so much for me to do.
Chores seem endless; but I'm trying my best.
I never give up, ever :))